So this is a particularly difficult post but I feel like I had to make it to explain my absence.
The purpose of this post is to just aim to make sense of it all.
Whilst I'm not going to directly address what actually went on, I'm sure you'll understand.
These three words have cut through me over the last couple of months:
a d d i c t i o n
d e a d l i n e s
c o m m i t m e n t s
I tried to resist my weaknesses but have accepted that they are molded inside of me. And that's fine. I wasn't strong enough to go thirty days sober; but I made it to 19. And that's something I applaud myself for everyday.
That's where I've been. Trying to rid myself of something that's made up in my blood.
There's just some things that can let go of you. I'm coming to terms with that.
Now that that's out of the way, let's get down to business...
I made the intention to make more posts, not just of books but of lifestyle and beauty elements, too.
I'm still going through with that.
I'm still here.
In fact, I'm going to aim to do two different posts, weekly. The aim is to always do one book post followed by a switch up of say, a makeup product, clothing, healthy eating post. Ya feel?
*I'm currently reading Bliss by Shay Mitchell
To quote Fall Out Boy...'If I can live through this, I can do anything'.
I'll see you very, very soon :)